As we turn the clock on another year all of social media is abuzz with people posting about their New Years Resolutions. If you were already a member of a local gym then you know that you are about to be overrun with bunches of people swearing they mean it this time… Our holiday traditions lead to gorging oneself on multiple fattening foods and drink followed by vows to shed it all as soon as the holiday ends. Now don’t think I’m discouraging people from bettering themselves but you know as well I as do that in so many cases it simply does not last. I used to do that song and dance just like everyone else but honestly I got tired of the ups and downs.
When you are young in many cases you are blessed with high metabolism. Eat whatever you like and run outside and quickly burn it off. Problem is you are developing harmful habits that trust me will end up haunting you. You get a taste for all kinds of garbage food and its very hard to let that go. I have never been one to go on diets but I have been inclined to alter my eating habits. Sometimes it goes really well for a month or two and then the craving returns… Taco Bell, McDonalds, Burger King, KFC and my new vice Panda Express. I even came across an article trending on social media listing Taco Bell as one of the top healthiest fast food chains in America. Yes they have a “healthy” menu but trust me when I go there its not to eat that stuff. I want the nachos (chips & cheese), tacos, burritos, and the quesadillas. Yeah not a lot of health value there. Point is that my biggest failures start with the best of intentions but always end up the same. You may be asking what all of this has to do with my transition? I mean isn’t that the reason you made the choice to write all this? To share your story? Truth is this has now become the main focus for me personally this year.
The reason as I mentioned in my previous post is my SRS. As I was looking at my surgeons website in preparation for what is to come, I was reminded that if I show up for surgery at a weight heavier than 210 (which I currently fall short of) the minimum cost would be an additional eight hundred dollars or in the worse case scenario I could be turned away and then have to be waitlisted again… For someone like me who has been literally counting down the days (403 and counting if your wondering…) this is just not an acceptable option. So if you ask me what my resolutions are for the new year I will tell you I have none. This is much more than that. 210 is the number I MUST achieve and I WILL achieve!! Its just not an option to fail.
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HUGS!! Erica 🙂